Oh God, Why...

nah, I don't know that feel :I
for me it's usually the opposite...
"omg, this person is so talented, their personality is flawless, they must be super pretty ~" and then when I see a picture I'm always so disappointed and wish they had left me with my illusion u.u
It always seems like you are either crazy talented OR good looking... the ones who have both are usually just the ones who worked reeeeally hard for their skills and those are rare >.<

kon a side note... 2 years is totally cool, it's no big deal, really u.u